We will never be as young as we tonight~ Monday, February 23, 2009
i will be all that you want someday at 11:55 PMI have no life. I'm dying, trust me. Will you love me more if i become a more grown up teenage girl and be matured ? Is it so annoying that i'm immatured ? If this is the way i am what am i suppose to do seriously. Don't blame me if i'm so immatured. I'll be when the time comes. What do you want me to do ? Try to be a mature lady and not be myself ? You know i don't pretend. And right this moment, i need ***** !!!!!!! Or am i ? Should i ? I just don't know. Don't even care , i said. I just feel like killing myself right now. I need painkillers. I need sleeping pills. Argh, this is really killing me. Or am i just dreaming? Is just that you don't understand me and i don't understand you. I know i'm heartless , i'm selfish but i just miss you. Okey i don't care now. You just don't know. Don't worry, i will be all that you want. I will wear the clothes that you like. I will keep my fringe and hair long. I will not wear makeup and only eyeliner. I will. I will. I will. But when ? Wait till the right time comes. For now i think i'll stick to myself. Have i moved on ? Ha-ha. Only i knows... No, don't be mistaken. And almost every girl wants a man who thinks like a girl but act like a guy. XOXO
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