So had CNY celebration yesterday was such a bore. I'm stuck sitting in the middle of the hall and it feels so stuffy. Except for the the Malay Dance and the Hip Hop performance. But of course Hip Hop was the best :) . Everyone was like cheering and waiting for the performance and it looks more like a dance competition then CNY concert. Mayby some of the Jyians may not like it thou. But but trust me, Hip Hop rocks. Heh.

And i slept with my lappy yesterday. Luckily it didn't drop or i'm dead.
I need to be strong and thanks girlfriends for cheering me up. I love you guys.
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Both of us have not been good to each other lately. We fight each day, in school, at home, in smses. And it always starts with me. Yes, me. We broke up, we patch up. We cried, we laugh. There's so much about us. I said goodbye to you but in the end i came back looking for you. I know i'm stupid that i'm actually playing with his feelings and now his hurt. I don't know how to explain it here but i think 'Girlfriends' should know. You get what i mean ? I think he has the right to decide whats the best for us. I can't be selfish. I need to understand him.

I don't want him to blame me that i'm ruining his plans/life. No, i can't. Don't be mistaken. I know he love me and he knows i love him. We just can't bear to lose each other. How much we fight, How much we hate each other but in the end we still together. Only God knows how much he sacrificed just for me, how much he gone thru for me. And i would just like to take my back my words. I'm sorry love.

Lastly, i would like to make this clear to Boyfriend, Azmi, Alex or Muhd Taufiq Bin Moktar himself (but i know he won't be reading this), I don't like him and he don't like me okey. I'm just joking. Boyfriend too, don't say about him anymore or i will just blush. Hee.

Okey daaa, i'm done blogging. Not much actually. Bye faithful readers :)