We will never be as young as we tonight~


Thursday, January 22, 2009
at 10:41 PM

I think i wanna stop all this. I can't take it any longer. I don't even want to care about us anymore. I just don't want to disturb you but i can't, i always end up disturbing you. I don't know, i just hate it.

I've been surrounded by friends but i go with you. But now i think i better be with my friends than be with you. Know why? It's because each time i wanna talk to you, you have other different things to do or easy say busy. No more calls or even those sweet messages now, but i don't care that much. You even talk roughly or act as if you don't care or don't wanna know. There's so much things i wanna share, talk, secrets but you seem like you more into your books so i changed my mind and told my craps to Alex or Sarihaha.

Not that i want you to be with me for 24 hours or don't let you study at all, haah, whatever. I just hate to pretend you see. I even lied to you sometimes. I didn't eat, i didn't sleep. No, i must stop it. Must i stop it ? Not that i hate you or what, infact deep down, i love you and that feeling has never ever faded since the first day i met you. Ohh, I guess i will just keep myself quiet and die for now.

A random post. Will have a proper update soon :)
xoxo,
you know you love me




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PREVIOUSLY was Nora and Ezan. Together since 07/07/2007 - Jan 2011? Mermaid. Both sugar&spice. I have my guy moments even when I'm shy. They call me a quiet girl but I'm a riot. Forever Young & enjoying life to the fullest!


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